Psalm 119 25-32: Daleth ד 25 My soul cleaveth unto the dust: quicken thou me according to thy word.26 I have declared my ways, and thou heardest me: teach me thy statutes. 27 Make me to understand the way of thy precepts: so shall I talk of thy wondrous works.28 My soul melteth for heaviness: strengthen thou me according unto thy word.29 Remove from me the way of lying: and grant me thy law graciously.30 I have chosen the way of truth: thy judgments have I laid before me.31 I have stuck unto thy testimonies: O Lord, put me not to shame.32 I will run the way of thy commandments, when thou shalt enlarge my heart.
To start our study for this week, I would like to outline very briefly the flow we have seen in Psalm 119 thus far. In Aleph, we saw the psalmists recognition of God’s work in believer’s lives, and the calling effect that had on the psalmist to seek God. In Beth we saw the response of this calling, with humility towards God as the psalmist sets out to restructure their thought pattens to God’s truth and resist the enemy. In Gimel we saw the attack of the enemy coming against the psalmist in response to their determination to turn towards God. This leads us to our next letter Daleth, were the battle against the flesh puts the psalmist in a position of desperation towards God. The point where the battle against the flesh completely exhausts us, and we find ourselves on the ground, in the dirt, outside of God’s door. Yet, waiting there through the pressing with solid confidence, rooted in God’s promise that He will open to us even as we lose the strength to stand there on our own. When we follow Him to the end of ourselves, where all strength is lost, yet, we can trust in Him to pick us up. Jesus reiterates the promise of God to open to all those who truly seek Him in the below passage.
7 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: 8 For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened. 9 Or what man is there of you, whom if his son ask bread, will he give him a stone?10 Or if he ask a fish, will he give him a serpent?11 If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him?
This passage also reminds us that God will not only open to us, but that what He has for us on the other side of the door is goodness, and God’s nature is unfailingly rooted in that goodness.
The letter Daleth has a very straight forward, yet, profound meaning, and it continues to build on the progression we have seen throughout our study of Psalm 119. Daleth represents a door, the door leading to God, and the way through the door is a recognition of our own fleshly condition and lowliness before Him. However, getting to this door, knocking at it, and waiting as he prepares you to walk through it requires something of us. Perseverance, dedication, determination, longsuffering, patience, humility; the list is exhaustive, and no doubt uniquely bent to each individual, but the requirements lead us to the same place. The end of the self, the exhaustion on the flesh, and a realisation of our poverty without the Lord and His faithful representation of Gimel, as we discussed last week.
This state of exhaustion and desperation is expressed in the psalm, but only very briefly, in verse 25, “My soul cleaveth unto the dust.” Then a few lines latter, in verse 28, “My soul melteth for heaviness.” It is true that this is where we find ourselves when we cling to the Lord in the midst of the breaking and refining. In the midst of His pruning. Yet, we can hold to confidence that the Lord is doing something, that He is making something better out of us. We can trust in His process, and lean into the discomfort knowing He is making us new, and bringing us closer into a reflection of His image. We can observe this same principle in the book of Job; he suffered, but the end result was for good.
In Malachi, the last book in the old testament, we can explore this further:
Behold, I will send my messenger, and he shall prepare the way before me: and the Lord, whom ye seek, shall suddenly come to his temple, even the messenger of the covenant, whom ye delight in: behold, he shall come, saith the Lord of hosts. 2 But who may abide the day of his coming? and who shall stand when he appeareth? for he is like a refiner's fire, and like fullers' soap: 3 And he shall sit as a refiner and purifier of silver: and he shall purify the sons of Levi, and purge them as gold and silver, that they may offer unto the Lord an offering in righteousness. (Malachi 3:1-3)
The above passage in Malachi, is a prophecy of the coming of Christ into His temple (the Church/Body of Christ)to reclaim it. Yet, as we know most would not accept Him due to Christ’s uncompromising reflection and revelation of God’s true nature. What Christ showed them was not what they expected, it was not what they wanted to hear. It wasn’t a confirmation of their own firmly rooted, stubborn and unyielding traditions and misconceptions. It wasn’t rooted in their ability to accomplish holiness in their own strength, but required His. His goal was and still is to purify His people, however God’s refinement process is uncomfortable. Malachi asks, who will stand through the pressing, through the fire, through the pruning. He identifies that the process in challenging and uncomfortable, and that many turn away from the process instead of embracing it. Yet, the result of embracing it, is being able to offer the Lord a pure heart.
Notice the Psalmist’s focus and response in the midst of the intense discomfort and pressure. Their solution is not to complain, or play the victim, or question God’s goodness. Their answer is rather, unwavering faith in God, His nature, and what He has promised to do. The Psalmist notes, “according to thy word,” He is working goodness, despite the negative experience they are undergoing. (Ps. 119:25, 28) Acknowledging that God is teaching them His ways and law, and they interpret the discomfort as instruction, not as punishment. They lean into God’s instructions in humility, asking Him to complete the work, and equating God’s instruction to grace despite the painful nature of the experience. The psalmist proclaims God’s “wonderous works”, and boldly proclaims the faithfulness of God; and responds with an equally bold commitment to be faithful to the Lord in response.
Whatever you are going through dear reader, you can trust that the Lord is refining you, that He is working in your surrender, that He is working all things for good and for His glory. The process is uncomfortable. God never promises that following Him will be easy, but He does promise growth, freedom, and coming to the image of Himself within us, as we release the fallen nature and pursue Him in Christ through the Holy Spirit, we transform. These things we know He will do if we embrace the process of His refinement. Yet, to hold onto the process we must hold onto His promises, and His nature, and never lose sight of His goodness, the goodness He is building in us and around us, and with us, and for us.
Father help me wait at your door at the end of myself. Help me surrender fully to you and your process. I never want to lose sight of your goodness and Holiness. I know I can trust you, and all that you are doing. Help me focus on your goodness, and not the pain or difficulty of the situation.

















